To each its own...

I guess the other night i was super wasted and i just broke down. I think its because i was missing my family and at the same time my sister was trippin' and wouldn't give me my phone. Anyway, i say stupid shit of course when i get drunk but i've never acted like that when i've had drinks. This is the first time I acted like...out of control. I said some things to Mike which i don't even remember saying and to some other guy but he's a bitch and he of course was making fun of me and eh.... that's him but yeah i think it would be good to just delete numbers cause i don't like to bother folks when i'm like that. I don't love Mike like that lol. I'm glad he's moved on and i'm glad we're still cool. I guess. SHIT. I still wanna be his best man if he ends up getting married lol. That would be fun. Ah but yeah i have a lot of growing up to do. I admit that. I enjoy not growing up so fast though. Its like i want to do things so i can have a few memories.... I've gotten worst when i've been drunk and did some worst shit -_- but i don't plan on drinking for a while. Hangovers kill me a little lol but yeah i still love my life. I guess